Some summerish words from some Swedish(and American) teenagers.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

gday fellas


It's been a longtime no see, or at least no writing.

Donno where to start or what to say... so I'll just proceed by stepping into the conclusion that it's nice to be back in action, back in black or simply back in school...

I must confess that it goes just fine to do mathematics at least five hours a day and it seems like I'm getting a hang of it...

hmm... Anastacia is about to teach tolouse a lesson (the cats of whom ms A is the bigger one, or actually the mother)... kinda cute



I'd just recieved a message regarding the Prao at week 47, and I got green light at Gitarren... Sure sounds good at first, but as I kept on reading I realised that my dreams of testing new, expensive and rare guitars all day where mere dreams... I'll follow my supervisor in his work with administrative stuff and marketing... Not as thrilling as playing guitar from 7-11 but it's though nice to have a place to be, regardless where or what it is.

all for now

gday

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

The beginning of the end...

Wednesday 9/17, which is today, is for me a pretty nice day. Why? Because yesterday I finally began training again after a too long period of abstinence. Wonderful. But this Wednesday is also one day closer to the end of this summer vacation. Or, if you put it in the better way - one day closer to the day when you're going to meet your ALL your classmates once again. 12 days, more than one and a half week. But 12 days has plenty of room for perfect activities to round off this vacation.

For example there is sun outside, and not a devastating 40 degree heat. So there's possibility of doing loads of funny things outside. For example waterskiing - gonna do that later on today. Or prehaps golf - not as funny, but good enough to eat time. Or what about just going down to the sea and lie in the water for some hours?

Well, I'm kind of tired since I'm barely awake. So please forgive the incoherence of this post. This was just some kind of "in the middle of the breakfast" post. Peace!

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Ooups...

As a fast reply I must admit that I actually have written a few thingies, but I never posted them. Even if not posting them was a mistake by me, I do not think I will post them now when I have discovered the mistake since I do not like them any more.

However, since Isunia is not the only one leaving Sweden to experience another culture, I think it is time for me to tell you about my trip to Alanya. 7 days, 6 nights. A short trip, yea. But it was kind of nice anyway.

Last wednesday, august 3rd that is, my phone started to make mysterious noises in the middle of the night. WHY IS MY PHONE TELLING ME TO GET UP? Almost half an hour later I was still in my bed. But now it was not the phone trying to make me get up from my bed, it was my mother - and she sounded more than moderately stressed. Some twistings and groans later I finally stood up and realised that we were going to the airport to fly to Antalya. So we did.

In Antalya I felt that deja vu I always feel when going to HOT countries. A blasting heat and extreme humidity attacked me the very second I left the airconditioned arrivals building. What should I do - stand there and melt? No, RUN! About one hunded meters away the bus that was going to take us to Alanya stood. Not only the bus, but the AIRCONDITIONED bus. My rescue, my savior.

I do not know why, but I can not manage heat or sun good. Not even the most sunny days of the cold swedish summer did I appreciate. Somehow I like the unreliable, and often cold, weather of Sweden.

Well, about the trip there is not too much to tell. The seawater was, since the wind was blowing straight toward the beach, kind of dirty in the shoreline. Since dirty water is not what I prefer, and since I do not like pools with to much chlorine, I most days tried to find something else to enjoy. Like gigantic water melons for 9 SEK, or the big and cheap friday bazaar, or the best - the boat trip.

The boat trip we made was an arranged thingie that took us to five really cool caves and gave us the oppertunity to bath in clean seawater. Lunch buffet was included so there was nothing to think about but to find the best place to lie on the boat. The of the caves we visited was really cool. One had some sort of clay that gave you a cool tan for some hours. Another was a 60 meter path through a mountain. The passage took some time since it was really narrow, but when finally reaching the other side we found ourselves about 12 meters above sealevel - a perfect place to jump. Back on the boat we travelled about 40 meters where we made another stop. The crew started to throw bread into the water, and the bread dissapeared - pirayas in the water :-S... We never got the chance to jump from the masts, but that is the only thing I can complain on.

Some more days, some more water, some more food, some more travel and now I am back home... I hope too much have not changed during this week.

Peace!

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

What happend to You?

While I'm enjoying my vacations I thought you would write something about what is going on in Your lives! Why aren't You writing anymore?

Lots of love,

Isunia en Venezuela ^^

Friday, July 22, 2005

It is time ^^

Hihihi, I'm soooo excitated about everything. I am soooo happy!!! :D ^^
Today, in some hours, 45 minutes actually I'm going to Venezuela! It is finally time, after a year of waiting! :D :P ( But Venezuela is not the only thing that makes me this happy, returning home won't be as bad :P )

By the way I though I contrubute with some of my poetry. Don't fell sorry if You don't like it. Stay well folks, but I'm afraid I won't miss you as much as you diserve. See you soon again.

LOTS LOTS LOTS OF LOVE

ISUNIA ^^

PS. I will try to get myself some sleep. DS.

The Dragonfly

Silence - An echo from the Mediterranean Sea,
Sighing in a shell
Rushing all trough me

Emptiness - A jet-black sky
Freezes in to nowhere
While golden orbs fall and die


The time was erased
I was rescued from that dimension and
Your light traced me out of the maze


So close, I could almost feel your soul inside
Share your thoughts and flush of blood
Knowing it was just a dragonfly

Locked up in silence and emptiness
Two isolated couple of eyes
Blue and brown, mixed up in speechlessness



Heaven and Earth
too complex to be opposite
Too opposite for reunions birth


It burnt, your hands exploring my skin
Fire flaming poaching my preserves
And contours was closing in

You lifted me on your white wings
Brought me to the flowering meadows
The sandbox and the swings


Oh Dragonfly, your fate is an unfair case
Time merciless slaps in the face

If I can only have You while I dream
I wouldn’t like to ever wake up
Heaven-eyed, you are my sunshine beam


Silence - A dragonfly crashing into the creek
Disappearing into nothingness
Your breath that I seek

Emptiness - A vast landscape in the in the west
Watching your picture
Realising that I never by your side
will rest

Saturday, July 16, 2005

I won't have to water the lawn after all

I find it rather funny how fast the weather can change. Yesterday, I left my house with thoughts of bright sunshine and extreme heat, just to continue the pattern we have had for several weeks now (I must though admit that I hoped for a colder weather). Quite instantly however, I realised that the extreme heat was not there. Still keeping me company was however the bright sun and clear sky. Oh yes, the sky was clear. Only single clouds could be seen scattered sparsely, though when looking in over the mainland (I live on a peninsula), there was as expected a clear line of greyish clouds as always (poor inland habitants). Nothing too harmful since these clouds very seldom makes the short travel out to the shoreline.

Stepping in to the car to drive into the great shopping center of Kungsbacka (Kungsmässan), I therefore had no expectations of what was to come. More summer, more heat, and more physical suffering was all I expected from the weather. After driving the nine kilometers in to Kungsbacka, I found myself in an unexpected situation - I could see clouds over my head. What? COULDS? HERE?

Feeling both surprised and relieved(since I barely felt I could survive more hot days), I stepped into Kungsmässan to make a quick tour between some of the stores. This was quite quickly done, and it was not long before I stepped out from the shopping center to continue my trip to Isabella's party. But wait, I missed something. Small drops of water hitting my skin. Where did they come from? A short glance upwards gave me the answer - no sun, clouds and water. Great, at last we will get our lawn and flowers watered by mother nature herself. Or? Nooo! This rain was not good at all. We were supposed to grill at the party, to do that you need fire, and fire does not like rain too much. This rain could destroy that little piece of fun. Dammit!

I kept walking to Kungsbacka station with the hope that the rain would drift away from here leaving perfect conditions for barbeque. Sitting at the station reading, and later at the train, this hope was still in my mind. But then... Exiting the train, the rain was no longer drizzling, it really rained. Damn, I was to arrive as a stinking wet dog - not too funny, but whatever. Hopefully I wasn't the only one beeing stupid enough to not even thing about bringing clothes suitable for rain or umbrella. Luckily the result of my rainy walk was not vary disastrous (at least I think so, but prehaps it's only me being accustomed to the smell of me being wet).

Grilling however, was really successful. Everything from Isabellas homemade beefs to marinated pork filet and mashmallows got the chance to sweat in the extreme heat caused by one of the most useful and harmful "elements" at earth; fire. More than so I can not tell about the wonderful party (well, I can but I find no meaning in doing so since I do not feel that I can do it in a too good way) , but it was great - thank you Isabella :). I must also give some creds to Daniel who showed his skills around midnight by juggling with burning torches.

Today, at five, I found an even more extreme situation. The sun was again here, and I tried to improve my handstands in our garden (well, improve in this case means trying to stand for more than five seconds). Then, the same odd feeling, raindrops hitting my body, but still, the sun shone through a little hole between some clounds. I went inside, and then... RAIN AS HELL! I mean, it was a real flood. Enourmous amounts of water just coming from the sky... Wee :)

Well, as always, this text is not a try to write understandable english. Just a plain writedown of some thing that is in my mind. Enjoy the rain my friends :) Peace...

Monday, July 11, 2005

Not only agony...

Well, I know I only a few minutes ago wrote about how I hate feeling bored - which I do. But I obvioulsy forgot to tell about the better things I have learnt during these days of, well, noting. I must admit that even though I feel bored, I also feel happier as a person. I think that I finally have got rid of my most disturbing habit. Finally! I've also made advances in my "summer tasks" (reading, playing guitar and improving litheness and springiness), which is kind of fun.

Tomorrow, I'm going to do something with my youngest brother and sister during most of the day. Thereafter, I'll probably just sit down somewhere and think about what I want to get out from my summer. The answer is quite clear already, but a bit of philosophy almost always turns thing into the better.

So what do I want to get out from this summer? Well, since I've already missed my chance to earn money, that little scenario is already way distant. However, appart from my three summer tasks, there are a few things I want to do. First and most imporatant: Have fun! Fun, fun, fun... Think of the word. A single word describing so many moments of joy, so many moments of happiness. Happiness is probably the most important feeling a human beeing can have (apart from love), and thus something everyone should feel every day. Therefor, I'll really do my best to find myself enjoying every single moment of this summer. There are only one problem, I do not have too many fun things to do... Not too many...

Problems to every solution. But not solutions to every problem... I guess that is the reality I am destined to live in. I'll try to do my best... Have fun! Enjoy summer... Peace...

Bored...

Well, this is just what you expect. A writedown of my f*cking boring summerdays... Not that I expect you to be exited to read it, but anyways...

Looking back at my week, pretty much the same way as John did, I can not raster anything that I find specifically interesting. I did of course finish the fourth of Dan Brown's books, and have now begun reading the russian masterpiece "the Idiot" by Fjodor Dostojevskij (a name that mysteriously is spelled Fyodor Dostoevsky in the english language... wierd... ). I did of course play some gold, and waterski. But what else? Well, waking up too early feeling alone. Eating a f*ckin' breakfast with the family. Get out to some lonley island with the boat. Lie in the sun doing nothing, jumping around on rocks and swimming in the water. Yeah... I GET BORED IN LIKE 1 HOUR... And we're out there 'til dinner! Damn!

So, what should I do. Play golf all by myself every day and watch the time vanish? Find some strange interest of mine and give it all my time? Hmm, no... But what about spending hours in a hot bus and have fun with some friends? Awesome I would say. The funny thing is however that I kind of feel that I have to be with my father since I do not meet him too much during the rest of the summer of especially during schooltime. This should however not be something that should make me feel bored about my summer... I think I'd feel much better if I did something I truly enjoyed. Something fun!

Gaah, I do not know what to write now. Feels like this whole post became what it should - a total disaster. Unreadable shit... But I wrote kind of what I wanted to get of my mind, which feels kind of good. And by the way, today has been a sweet day, even though its boringness...