Not only agony...
Well, I know I only a few minutes ago wrote about how I hate feeling bored - which I do. But I obvioulsy forgot to tell about the better things I have learnt during these days of, well, noting. I must admit that even though I feel bored, I also feel happier as a person. I think that I finally have got rid of my most disturbing habit. Finally! I've also made advances in my "summer tasks" (reading, playing guitar and improving litheness and springiness), which is kind of fun.
Tomorrow, I'm going to do something with my youngest brother and sister during most of the day. Thereafter, I'll probably just sit down somewhere and think about what I want to get out from my summer. The answer is quite clear already, but a bit of philosophy almost always turns thing into the better.
So what do I want to get out from this summer? Well, since I've already missed my chance to earn money, that little scenario is already way distant. However, appart from my three summer tasks, there are a few things I want to do. First and most imporatant: Have fun! Fun, fun, fun... Think of the word. A single word describing so many moments of joy, so many moments of happiness. Happiness is probably the most important feeling a human beeing can have (apart from love), and thus something everyone should feel every day. Therefor, I'll really do my best to find myself enjoying every single moment of this summer. There are only one problem, I do not have too many fun things to do... Not too many...
Problems to every solution. But not solutions to every problem... I guess that is the reality I am destined to live in. I'll try to do my best... Have fun! Enjoy summer... Peace...
2 Comments:
I was just about to write something to cheer you up a bit when I saw that my best friend already has done it. But I don't think that reiteration will bother you too much. I totally agree, this two post were awesome. Not the fact that you were "down" but the way way you wrote them. Very nice.
Also I think I have some remedy for your boredom. Don't forget Friday, it will be a nice party over at my mansion. I'm going to enjoy it and I expect my guests to do so too. (Well, I hope that the house won't be suffering from too much destruction) Now you have something to look forward to. A spelendid opportunity to socialize with your dear friends.
Stay well!
01:30
Well, first I have to say thanks... Then I must admit that I kind of forgot every piece of fun available, somehow. Though, I would NOT call it a real depression, since it seems quite easy to kill. (I've had what I call a semi-real depression once, and that one wasn't easy to handle - though I realised that people can have it worse and somehow it just dissapeared. Somehow.
Years later I sit here, finding myself feeling bored about the one thing every student longs for during two hard sessions of school - summer! What am I doing? How can I complain at the very fundamental source of happiness and feedom for students? How? I guess there is one answer to find in my origin. Yeah, I am from scandinavia - and if it weren't for the continual heat incresement, it would have been like 20 degrees here. Living when it is 45 degrees celsius in the sun is nothing my body is made to handle during longer times. Especially not without a proper dose of sleep.
There goes reason and problem number two. Sleep. I can not sleep too well. Staying up 'til 3 in the morning and sleeping for 6 or 7 hours is nothing my body really likes (the fact that I sleep even less doesn't make anything better). So, what should I do? Since I am quite light sensitive, I tried to go to bed earlier yesterday (well, the real reason was that I was tired as HELL and couldn't keep my eyes open). Sadly I had to get up around 9 anyways, but this gave me a bit more than 9 hour of sleep, so I am happy (but still tired, somehow).
So, I've tackled one of my problems, sleeping. The other remains static, I can not change my body's ability to survive intense heat. But since I live only a few hundred meters from the sea, even that problem is handable, I guess.
So, with the source problem handled (thanks to comments from my dear fiends and crew members)... I guess there is only one thing left to do. The one and only thing I've always said summer is for. Freedom and joy - having fun without limits.
09:35
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